Thursday, December 31, 2009

And Now The End is Near

And so I face the final curtain
My friend I'll say it clear
I'll state my case of which I'm certain
I've lived a life that's full
I traveled each and every highway
And more, much more than thisI did it my way
Regrets I've had a few
But then again too few to mention
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption
I planned each charted course
Each careful step along the byway
And more, much more than this
I did it my way
Yes there were times I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew
But through it all when there was doubt
I ate it up and spit it out, I faced it all
And I stood tall and did it my way
I've loved, I've laughed and cried
I've had my fill, my share of losing
And now as tears subside
I find it all so amusing

Wishing everyone a Happy New Year!

Monday, December 28, 2009


I am torturing myself and coworkers by listening to "Don't think I don't think about it" by Darius Rucker, yes, I am rocking out to Hootie the country version.

This year has been full of regrets, some that I am crushed and heartbroken over, some not so much. I am very much thankful that 2009 is almost behind me and hopefull that 2010 will be better.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009


My sweetie and I broke up. I have moved out and am back living at home.

I went out with a fly fisherman that i knew and had a big ol crush on in HS, and although my date with the fly fisherman went well, very well if you catch my drift (NO! not that well), even so I doubt there will be a second. I think this is for the best, Vegas would be in our future if we continue. (i realize that sentence makes no sense, i know what i want to say in my head, it's just not coming out correctly, i am blaming it on the fact that i am sleep deprived). For one my fly fisherman lives about 2 hours away. That's really the only reason I cannot see it working out, well that and the fishing thing. But I cannot see the future, if I could I'd be a millionaire, so if life pairs us again, so be it, I will just sit back and enjoy.

Then there is the divorced dad (DD from here on out) who is devine. I enjoy my time spent with DD & the little monkey (his kid). The make me laugh and love to cuddle. I adore DD, so I'm pulling back, slow and steady freddy.

So that's what's been going on with me...

In knitting I've started piecing together my log cabin blanket. It was originally going to be a Christmas gift for my sweetie, but given the current situation, I am going to gift it to my cousin.