Somewhere With You

I hate my life, hold on to me
Ah, if you ever decide to leave
Then I'll go, I'll go, I'll go

I can go out every night of the week
Can go home with anybody I meet
But it's just a temporary high 'cause when I close my eyes
I'm somewhere with you, somewhere with you

If you see me out on the town
And it looks like I'm burning it down
You won't ask and I won't say
But in my heart I'm always somewhere with you
~ K. Chesney

Am depressed and dwelling. I had to delete his number so that I don't randomly call him, and be the crazy ex. But I wonder, if he misses me.

It's Coming on Christmas...

He tried hard to help me
You know, he put me at ease
And he loved me so naughty
Made me weak in the knees
Oh I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
I’m so hard to handle
I’m selfish and I’m sad
Now I’ve gone and lost the best baby
That I ever had
Oh I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
I wish I had a river so long
I would teach my feet to fly
Oh I wish I had a river
I could skate away on
I made my baby say goodbye

I'm sad. I miss my sweetie. He hates me.

200th Post

Wow! Who knew I could be so chatty?

I am listening to Van Morrison's Into the Mystic. I love this song. Makes me think about being in love. So beautiful.

I had a thought when I logged onto Blogger about 5 minutes ago. Now... *poof*...it's gone, lost forever, no trail of breadcrumbs to follow home.

There's a rumor that it may snow tonight. How wonderful would that be? To wake up to a beautiful coating of lacey snow? Ever notice how quiet it is when it snows?

Methinks, I am going to stop off at Lowes tonight and pick up some twinkle lights for my room. Because, as we all know twinkle lights make everything more magical.

and now for something completely different... LOVE the white man overbite thats going on.

30 Days

They say it takes 30 days to form a new habit.
So, for the next 30 days, I am going to use my elliptical, in the hopes of making it a healthy habit in the new year. Wish me luck with that.

Have to wind the last 3 skeins of yarn for my brothers sweater. yay!!
Am going to knit a cowl thing for my SiL on Sat. while I watch Eclipse with G (and eat G chocolate cake!!)
(on a side note, i have something in my shoe...i take my shoe off and there's nothing there. put my shoe back on, somethings in it (and it's not my foot!) nothing on my feet.. bizarre)

I've been slacking on my hearts and have only knit 1 in the past 2 days! EEK! I'm sure I'll knit one tonight before bed, kicking my total up to a whopping 12!!

Hopefully, I'll have pictures of the cowl/scarf thing on Sunday. I'll have George model it.

32 Days

Those that sow in tears shall reap in joy.

I got that fortune in a cookie earlier this year. I know this, because I kept that fortune, as a reminder that better days are coming.

Martin Sexton sings about it. George Michael sings about it, as does Billy Joel.

Faith is something we all need, but seldom have. Faith in others, faith in ourselves, faith in something higher and better. Maybe we've been let down, disapointed or felt lost and hopeless.

My Uncle Gene always use to say keep the faith, at the end of a visit. Something I never really understood as a child or now to be honest. Maybe one day I will.


Heart count: 10

35 Days

2010 was just a shit storm of bad luck, bad choices and bad times. I'm trying to move past all of that and am hopeful that even though 2010 started off bad, that it will end on a positive note which will overflow into 2011. Like allot of people these days, I could really use a win and since my angels gone to Vegas, it's up to me to make it happen.
If I let go of the past and focus on the future, maybe my future will be brighter. If I open myself up to new opportunity, to new people, to new things and new adventures maybe I'll have less regrets. If I open my heart maybe I'll find love.
I have 6 out of my 1000 hearts knit up, soon it will be 7. i'm not stuffing them so they just lay flat. I was toying with the idea of stringing them together when alls said and done.

36 Days

Being that there are only 36 days left to the year (for some reason I almost typed alphabet...s'up with that?) I vow to write a post every day till the end of the year in the hopes of being a better blogger. It may or may not have to do with actual knitting, but it'll be something, even if it's just a hey, what's up!


I knit another little heart last night. They are so cute and little and quick and addictive, I just can't help myself! I'm working on my 3rd one now actually. It's has a stripe!!!


I deleted In Search of Holly. I just felt like I was repackagingwhat I was saying here, there. So I moved Holly to here.